Weekend

At last. It's the weekend. Well my weekend at least. Did some cardio with Gary this morning. It was kinda fun, there was some things on that video that seemed a bit too easy, and some things that I couldn't do at all. But for the most part, a really great work out. I felt like running afterwards, kinda. I was a bit tired, and not hungover this time. But the shoes I wear are not for running. They are skate shoes. Good for running a few steps at a time as you're jumping onto a board, but thats about it. They will fall off if I attempt to do some actual running in them.

Even though I have been working out, I think I'm actually getting fatter. I've been trying not to eat as much, and have been pretty successful for the most part, but I really do feel fatter. I think I look fatter as well. But then again, I am not currently wearing a shirt.

I want to start smoking again. I love smoking. I miss smoking. These are what I want >>>>>>>>>>>>> I want these are amazing. But I will go without. Who knows how much longer I can last not smoking. I don't think that it's going to be much long. At least another week. I am broke. No money for Jared even if he wanted to smoke, he can't. What a loser. Oh well.

Tonight is the night of that party that I was bitching about. Wait, I'm not sure if I mentioned it on here. My roommates decided to have a party, and I found out on twitter by someone that doesn't even live here. It kinda pissed me off. Oh well. I hope that they realize that pretty soon I am not going to be able to stay up with there friends. The last time that they had a party, they all passed out hours before anyone left. I didn't mind staying up with them. After all, for the most part, they are my friends as well. I don't have too many of my own friends out here. I just haven't been here long enough for that I guess. Oh well. They have good taste in people. It's going to be fun. It's a birthday party for two of my roommates.

Since I have started keeping this blog, I have not been writing on my book. I feel quite disappointed in myself for that. I think that I will start working on my book here in a little bit. I'm kinda tired right now. Thinking of laying down for a few. Maybe I will have some more weird dreams. Since I have been working out, I have been having really weird dreams. Maybe I'll start a blog all about them. Then again, maybe not. This one is enough all on its own.